It's been a while since I blogged.  Oh heck who am I kidding, it's been ages!!!  Since having my twins a year ago its been non-stop.  Its been a whirlwind of nappies, milk & sleepless nights.  Not enough hours in the day to breath farless clean the house, get some work done in the office & walk the dog.  Its been an emotional rollercoaster.  I discovered earlier this year I've been suffering from post-natal depression since October last year.  I thought it was the baby blues but family & friends around me had thought otherwise and persuaded me to seek help.  I have a friend who is a health visitor & she did a score test on me, it wasn't good.  I finally seeked help from the doc & I'm now on mild "happy pills".  I feel great now, I'm able to cope with everything & I actually want to get out of bed in the morning & I don't cry at the slightest little thing.  The biggest difference I notice is I'm not shouting at my 2 other children for no reason, they thought their mum had gone & was replaced by a monster.

Things are on the up with the family but the business is slow.  So my pressures of juggling family life has now been replaced by financial pressures of the business, but hey, we'll get through this too.  When I wake up in the morning & see my 4 children smile at me it seems all worth it.  I love the hustle & bustle of a busy household & the noise they make between all 4 of them.  Its loud I can tell you!!!

The ups & downs of a busy family life is what keeps me going otherwise I would be bored.